Hmm, didn't blog since the previous post.
I'm here posting now at grandlink.
Today's such a unhappy day for me.
I'm really breaking down. Really really sad.
Didn't went school too. Took mc's.
Went to find H. in the morning.
Many unpleasant things happened.
I really don't know what should I do.
Carry on & deceive myself?
Maybe what's not meant to be mine shall never be mine.
Even if I tried hard to mend up everything. ):
Went back home at 4plus in the afternoon.
Then met ManXuan & Rebecca in the evening I guess.
Slacked at Bunk, nothing much luh.
Feeling damn down, I've cried three times.
People tried to cheer me up, thanks anyway! (Rebecca,Elaine,Manxuan&co.)
Now at grandlink, should be going home soon. ._.
I've nothing much to blog about already.
No mood. Hais. Shall blog till here. Takecares all! Loves all yo!
Been hurt over & over again, when will it end?
Everything's is just so unpredictable.
Life's unfair. Hais. ):
Please tell me, all those things had happened ain't true.
Tell me that you're trueful to me.
Tell me that you're worth my love,trust&tears.
Tell me that you really love me.
It's all decieving.
I'm here posting now at grandlink.
Today's such a unhappy day for me.
I'm really breaking down. Really really sad.
Didn't went school too. Took mc's.
Went to find H. in the morning.
Many unpleasant things happened.
I really don't know what should I do.
Carry on & deceive myself?
Maybe what's not meant to be mine shall never be mine.
Even if I tried hard to mend up everything. ):
Went back home at 4plus in the afternoon.
Then met ManXuan & Rebecca in the evening I guess.
Slacked at Bunk, nothing much luh.
Feeling damn down, I've cried three times.
People tried to cheer me up, thanks anyway! (Rebecca,Elaine,Manxuan&co.)
Now at grandlink, should be going home soon. ._.
I've nothing much to blog about already.
No mood. Hais. Shall blog till here. Takecares all! Loves all yo!
Been hurt over & over again, when will it end?
Everything's is just so unpredictable.
Life's unfair. Hais. ):
Please tell me, all those things had happened ain't true.
Tell me that you're trueful to me.
Tell me that you're worth my love,trust&tears.
Tell me that you really love me.
It's all decieving.
If I didn't trust you, I've wouldn't loved you so much.
Loving you, is just another mistake?
No matter what I've to face up that you're just playing a fool of me.
Perhaps, I didn't hear your part of story.
But all that you're doing are just telling me the facts.
Maybe it was just my thinkings. Cause I didn't hear your part.
I wish all this ain't true either.
Knewing it was another trap, yet I chose to be silly & fell for it again.
I've got no one to blame, but myself.
Loving someone is just so hard, forgetting someone is indeed much more.
You've asked me to tell you what I'm thinking.
I really don't know how to say it into your face.
Cause I ain't so straightforward.
But towards somethings I'm straightforward.
I've written all that I've felt. If you do read this maybe you'll understand.
But I doubt you will read.
No matter what I've to face up that you're just playing a fool of me.
Perhaps, I didn't hear your part of story.
But all that you're doing are just telling me the facts.
Maybe it was just my thinkings. Cause I didn't hear your part.
I wish all this ain't true either.
Knewing it was another trap, yet I chose to be silly & fell for it again.
I've got no one to blame, but myself.
Loving someone is just so hard, forgetting someone is indeed much more.
You've asked me to tell you what I'm thinking.
I really don't know how to say it into your face.
Cause I ain't so straightforward.
But towards somethings I'm straightforward.
I've written all that I've felt. If you do read this maybe you'll understand.
But I doubt you will read.
Okay, enough rantings. ):
Friday, January 09, 2009
